Horrible
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IMDB rating: 5.20 Plot: Priest comes to small town to help get rid of a monster whose blood coagulates very fast. This creates problems as the monster is very hard to kill and then decides to go on a killing spree of its own. |
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Actors: Eastman George,Borromel Charles,Berger Kasimir,Danby Ian,Rusoff Ted,Purdom Edmund,Shannon Mark,Soavi Michele,Sorrentino Martin,Unger Goffredo,Horror,
I made the biggest mistake of my life?
I don’t need anyone saying what a horrible person i am.. I’m not stupid.. and don’t act like other people haven’t made the same mistakes if not worse at times.
I cheated on my Fiance of 6 years.. I don’t know why i did it.. It just was just a point of weakness in me or something. This happen back in June. We were always fighting and I was selfish and made a stupid choice of cheating on wonderful person.
But we’ve been fighting this whole time(since June).. We have a 2 year old together.. and i get so depressed about the whole situation and i hate my self so badly for all the things ive done.. In september my daughter was with her grandma and her dad and I tried to talk and it just ended up bad ..real bad.
He says he hates me and i hate my self too..and tells me that i was the one who stopped loving him otherwise i woudlnt have cheated.. but i never did stop loving him at all ..
i dont know i guess its different being in those shoes.
But i seriously cant stop thinking of him at all i seriously love him with all my heart and i don’t know how to get over him, he keeps saying i need to get over him..
how can i get over him?? its so hard cuz i see him with out daughter..
Hes a great dad we have joint custody.. (agreement though us) but im depressed about christmas stuff it just sucks.. how do i stop feeling like this? I know i was in the wrong and i know i need to learn from my mistakes.. im just asking how can i forgot about us?
.Of course what you did was awful, but I can see you already now that. Sometimes these things happen. Being Cheated on is horrible, It makes you feel terrible. So you have to understand he doesn’t know how to deal with it and feels really hurt. If you can both work things out then you should try. For your child, and yourselves. If you both Love each other then you should be able to forgive each other. It obviously won’t be quick or easy. But if he truly loves you then he will forgive you. Everyone is different so it’s hard to tell with out knowing him. Just try to keep positive. Everything happens for a reason.
Frank | Nov 23, 2009
You really messed up. Cheater!!!! Be ashamed of yourself….
Chris | Nov 23, 2009
A bullet to the head will do just fine.
The Rock Reviver | Nov 23, 2009
time will make you forget, you have to move on
Martin | Nov 23, 2009
can’t, made ur bed now quit whining and lie in it, you do whats best for your daughter now, its all about your kid now, not you
O U812 | Nov 23, 2009
I am happy he took a stand and the relationship is over..>i mean since you don’t know why you cheated how can he trust you to go to the grocery store…since uh you don’t know why you cheated. You say your not stupid but you cheated on you fiance of 6 years and you don’t know why????? You love him with all your heart but cheated and do not know why? Sounds stupid to me….
Mean Carleen | Nov 23, 2009
There is nothing you can do but to move on. It is nice actually, to see that someone who did the cheating is hurt. You said that you need to learn from your mistakes, I hope you do. The most selfish and horrible act you can do is to give your body to someone else, when you are in a committed relationship. It kind of sound like your ex was looking for an excuse to leave and you made it happen. However, the choice you made was horrible and if he is unwilling to forgive you, you have to accept it. Many men cannot forgive for cheating, women also.
taco | Nov 23, 2009
dont hate your self, You were misssing affection, and you found it. It hard not being love and living with someone. see a counlser. good luck, and it not the end of the world
shelf4you2001 | Nov 23, 2009
I am afraid that there are no ways of forgetting, this is something that you will always beat yourself up over. I know I have screwed up in my time and I can’t forgive myself. I know this won’t help out at all, but you have to come to the conclusion that there are no simple answers here. You know what you did. There is no turning back time and now you have to start looking forward and learn from this mistake.
HAGAR!!! | Nov 23, 2009
The way you get past a failed relationship is to figure out the lessons its failure has to teach you, accept these lessons, and learn them. Now, I get that you learned the "don’t cheat" lesson, and good for you on learning that. However, there was also that "always fighting" issue. Why were you fighting so much? What could you have done to reduce or eliminate it? How can you prevent that kind of communication dynamic from poisoning future relationships?
Happy-2 | Nov 23, 2009
I don’t know if this mistake is big to you but i tell lies to my best friend about her friend because i got jealous looking at them so close with each other.I really regretted it.When she knew about it she would not talk to me for weeks.I really felt lonely as she is the person closes to me.
Hana Gal | Nov 23, 2009
I am not going to make you feel worse. I personally would have told you not to tell him and to live with the guilt if it was a stupid one time mistake but you’ve told him and you can’t undo what you did and you can’t undo the destruction it caused.
I understand your shattered, imagine what he is feeling. It would be worse for him.
I am not trying to make you feel worse but if he is telling you to get over him there really isn’t much hope, and you can’t blame him for feeling that way really.
All I can say is in time it wont hurt as much, in time you will stop beating yourself up over this. And in time you will find love again. You have learned a very strong lesson the hard way.
I know its bad but things will get better, eventually.
priv828 | Nov 23, 2009
maybe its your punishment, would you forgive you? i feel that most people that cheat dont feel sorry for cheating, theyre sorry they got caught and they have to live with the cobsequences.
Bryan K | Nov 23, 2009
Why not show him this question? Maybe he will talk things through with you and forgive you. I think you need forgiveness the most.
Laura | Nov 23, 2009
it really just takes time. i know thats not what you wanna hear, but there is no magic pill to heal a broken heart, regardless if you did it to your self or not. you will be depressed, mopy, you wont want to be around no one, and no one gonna want to be around you. but you will come out of it eventually. that is the time you need to be careful. dont run into the next mans arms. spend time with those who mean the most to you. find your self again, becuase when we loose some one we love, we always loose ourselves too.
i hope you have learned (selflessly) what pain this can cause and realize that cheating should never be an option.
ohso~lovlay | Nov 23, 2009
Ugh, Karma is evil… Everything happens for a reason… think deep down, for a while, find that reason and tell him it… Would you want to forgive your ex if he did this to you…? For Christmas maybe just give him money towards looking after your daughter. Get some hobbies, if you don’t already have some, focus on them. and spend time with friends. GO OUT AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE! Time heals the pain, and things change, or get better over time. Trust me.
Good luck
